One thing that's strange about being bipolar is I get these urges to DO something. Anything, sometimes. Like right now, it's 7:13pm, and I feel like I need to be going somewhere.

The wind right now is atrocious, and I know that it'd be cold and billowy outside, but I feel like I have to get out there and go. I know there are some errands I could do, things to get at Wal-Mart (good old 24 hour Wal-Mart!), but it's the weird feeling of HAVING to do it that irks me. Why do I feel this way? What is it in my brain that tells me, "Get up and go do this right now. You can't stay where you are." ???